Wednesday, December 11, 2013

If I was a character in the television..

If I was a character in the television,
I would be Anastasia
jealous of Cinderella


If I was a character in the television,
I would be that girl who everyone loves to hate,
because she's so different 
and she thinks she's all that.

If I was a character in the television,
I would be that person who nobody wants to end up with the prince,
because she's so confident she'll get him,
and people want to prove her wrong.

If I was a character in the television,
I would even hate seeing me,
through the lens of a viewer,

Because female heroines are soft-spoken
and I'm not.

Because female heroines are graceful
and I'm not.

Because female heroines are everything
that I'm not.

When in reality,
Anastasia cries and cries genuinely,

When in reality,
Anastasia is trying to find herself,

When in reality, 
Anastasia hurts just as much as Cinderella,

If I was a character in the television,
and I saw myself,
I would think that I'm fake with fake emotions,

If I was a character in the television,
and I saw myself,
I wouldn't give myself a second chance,

If I was a character in the television,
and I saw myself,
I wouldn't feel sorry for her

Because she's the bad guy,
so she must not have feelings,
thus we can insult her

Because she's the bad guy,
so her intentions and actions are all devious,
thus we can doubt her

Because she's the bad guy,
so she'll never change.
thus we should not give her the second chance.

Anastasia, the bad guy
got her side of the story,
her sequel,
her second chance.

Will I ever get mine?

9:35PM 11:12:13

1 comment:

  1. you'll get your happy ending !!!!
    fighting mariyah !!!!
    jangan sedih2.
    I'll be there for you.

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